Okay, so for a few of you you are going to be happy that I'm back :) and I think that I am back for good this time. I find that my thoughts are more precise and thought out when I write them...so this will be good for me.
Wow, so the last time I wrote I was teaching preschool in Dayton...well umm....all that taught me was #1- I don't want to teach preschool, and #2- I shouldn't be living in Dayton. So after a series of life changing and traumatic events...I did the inevitable and called Mom. Isn't it funny how after we run from our parents and their advice that eventually, whether its at age 21 or age 51 we always run back to Mommy for help. And I must say that I have a pretty awesome Mom who was there with her arms open wide and brought me home. So I'm here...trying to figure out what my purpose is in this world. Starting over...hmm...it's scary. And it's tiring..always starting over and over and over again.
I'm starting nursing school in the fall! So maybe that will get me one step closer to figuring out my life. For now I'm just at home helping the parentals and repairing broken relationships with family and friends. Some relationships I've chosen to dismiss because I don't need them. As much as that hurts, I pray that these people recognize eventually that I'm doing this for the well being of everyone involved. I did it for my well being. I had to do it for me this time...not for you not for anyone else. And yes, I did run home to Mommy and Daddy...but that's why they are my parents. And I know that their arms will be open wide forever and always.
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