things are changing

So it's not surprise to everyone that a few months ago I was considering transferring from Wittenberg for various reasons. After a series of tough events I came to the conclusion that Wittenberg is where I need to be. Shortly after I thought my world was crashing around me because my plans were changing, I was given an amazing opportunity to live in a house full of Christians next year. It's going to be an amazing experience and we are going to have a great year or 2 all living together in a house where the center of it is Christ and Christ's love. I am so excited for the opportunity to have this chance to focus on the things that I need to...education, family, friends, and Christ.

Although I have figured out where I need to be, I was very upset to find out that one of my closest friends has not. I know that she is not happy. And I know it's hard for her here, but if she leaves, I feel like a part of me will leave too. However I need to remember that she needs to be happy for herself and not stay in an environment because she wants to keep other people happy. So I guess I need to remember that just because there is distance between 2 people, it doesn't mean that there has to be a loss of friendship.

I guess part of me never wants anything to change and I want to live in a little bubble with all the people that are close to me. However, I know that's not life. So if this is God's will...let it be. If not, I pray that He changes it.