valentine's day

So it's been a while since i've posted. I want to start out by saying that I hate commercialized holidays that we celebrate in this country. Maybe I'm just being like this because I don't have a valentine to celebrate Valentine's Day with...but I've never had a good Valentine's Day. My best memory of Valentine's Day was when I was 15 my Mom took me to get my ears pierced a second time. A boy gave me a ring when I was 18 on Valentine's day....then broke up with me 2 months later. This Valentine's Day was supposed to be with someone special...but he decided I wasn't special enough. In my head I hope that he is suffering just as much as I am...but in my heart I know that's not right of me. So I found myself today laying in bed all day doing absolutely nothing and calling my Mom crying asking if she will once again be my Valentine. How pitiful am I?? Oh it gets better...then 3 of my girlfriends who are also single and I went and saw "Dear John" in theatres....and it was awful. So on Valentine's Day I got a movie that sucked, a diet coke, and a vanilla milkshake. Happy freakin Valentine's Day to me.

Yes, I'm complaining...yes this sucks...but I know that when I wake up in the morning and go to church I will have the best Valentine that anyone could ever hope for. I know who loves me and He will give me much more than a ring, empty promises, or a diet coke. He will give me everlasting love that will endure through all of time. I'm so thankful that I have a Valentine like that. A Valentine that will be there through the end of time and will never leave me. He will never leave me for someone prettier, He will never promise something that he can't fulfill, and He will never say a harsh word to me. I know He loves me...and that is all that matters on this Valentine's Day. So yes, I'm sad on this Valentine's Day, but in my heart I know that I have the best Valentine ever.